The Self-Employed Manifestor

by Susan James

Published on this site: August 2nd, 2006 - See more articles from this month

Preface:

All of us are on an expansion path, this essay is about those of us that are 'conscious' of it, versus those that are not-conscious of their expansion path. This essay also is about those of us who are self- employed or want to be, AND are also conscious of their expansion path.

Those of us who are self-employed and on a conscious expansion path, have a bit of difference in our lives vs those who are not self-employed and have no desire to be.

We all know, that no job is secure. We all have friends who are very good at their jobs, but have lost them for whatever reasons. However, it's the false security of the job, that draws a bit of line between those who are self- employed and those who are not, in regard to the expansion path, and our potential expression within it.

And, I am writing only from my own experience, as I make this general assessment. Those of us who are self employed have to wear 2 types of expansion hats and keep them both on at the same time.

We want to practice and apply manifesting skills to our lives so that we have better lives, but while we are doing it, we also have to be able to bring in money. We have to be able to bring money in for the short term needs as well as any longer term intentions we may have. So the tension and resistance can sometimes bite us in the butt a bit differently than those who know they have a paycheck coming in.

I've done it all 3 ways. I've had the jobs. I've had the job while trying trying to build a side business, so that I wouldn't need the job. I lost the job, and then lost the income that was helping me build my side business.

It wasn't until, I started building my business, then started using manifesting skills, then took a side job, so I could supplement my business; it wasn't until then, that I knew without a doubt that I never wanted another job, and then if this stuff worked, then I would continue to apply the skills to my business.

Was it easy? That depends. I had the crap knocked out of more times that I want to admit. The main reason always of things starting to become too uncomfortable, was that I was usually getting in my own way and of course not wanting to admit it, at the time.

We know we are in our own way, when we are angry, frustrated, disappointed, depressed. But I was smart enuf along the way, to know, that these higher skills would also pull me out of those lower moments, and I'd regroup a lot faster, than before, the time that I was teaching myself these things.

It doesn't matter how much money we have or how successful we are, we are given more, and more desires; especially those of us on a conscious expansion path. And Im no different. I had been given a really big desire carrot...and it kept eluding me.

It wasn't until, I saw.....how the 'need-attachment' energy, which blankets our desires, that I moved into a new place, of understanding about how to bring this current desire carrot about, manifest.

We all hear about its not about the desire, but its about the attachment to the desire. But do we really, really know what that means? And do we know how to dismantle it, so that we can have our stuff?

What is the 'need-attachment' energy blanket? There is a dense level of energy that stands between us and our higher selves. Those of us working to blend with our higher selves so that we become more potent manifestors, on top of wanting to be self employed, are going to run smack dab into that blanket.

And what's in that blanket? Pain, Agony, frustration, despair. Its that blanket that makes some of us back down from what we want. It simply hurts too much. I understand that! I've been knee deep in that blanket. Gotten blood all over it a few times!

But I kept at it. And I saw what that blanket was about, and then I showed my self some tools that would assist me in dismantling that blanket, so that I wouldn't have to be knee deep in the density (veils) any more.

Do we have to take some course to dismantle that blanket? Heck if I know. There's a million ways for us to expand. But all I know...is that each time I find something that works for me, I bring it into a portion of my business for anyone who feels led to it to see if it's a fit for them.

If you are self-employed or want to be, and you are choosing to teach yourself some new level of skills that will bring you both your expansion, and your business success, my hats off to you, both of them!

Susan James writes of user friendly Physics and the Immaculate Physics applications to our lives. From Millionaires to Weight Loss, Susan writes from personal application of Maverick Momentum methods towards Business and Financial Expansion. For information on award winning books and courses along with free e-media please visit the below website: http://www.susanjames.org
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